Monday, June 11, 2007

The Sweet Escape

Did you ever find that a specific song can take you back to a particular point in time? A memory, a person, a feeling? You hear that song and you are immediately transported back to that place and can remember every detail with amazing clarity. I have a few such songs but none as poignant or timely as the one listed in the title.

Today that song takes on a different meaning. For me, it currently refers to five days from now when I fly the coop and escape my life for a good four days. Four days to lie on the beach without the stress and complication of daily life. Four days to surround myself with positive people who love me unconditionally. Four days to clear my head and gain some perspective. Four days to toughen up so I can face things when I get back.

I know I will never be able to erase that memory, that person or that feeling from my head completely. But I am hopeful that in time I will look back on that particular experience without the hurt, pain and regret I feel at this moment.

*For inspiration, I have listened to this song about 4 times while writing this piece. Look for my follow up optimistic companion piece which should wash over me in about two days.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Good job toughest!!

Wish I could come with you.

McDougall said...

I should have added four days to forego mascara :)

Anonymous said...

What is your issue with mascara?

McDougall said...

Ummm..it runs down my face??

Anonymous said...

you can't cry on vacation. it is verboten!

Pooh said...

I am very proud of you and have found you more that tough these past few days. I love you and wish I could escape with you too!

Anonymous said...

I've been out of the loop the past week or so McD so I'm not sure why you need an escape. But, knowing how tough you are I'm confident you will return completely refreshed and ready to take on the world!

Poats...great call back on "verboten"

Anonymous said...

I know. I miss verboten. Such a good word! Plus, the manner in which you say it is way more effective than English!